Hypoxia and Medicine

I have a ridiculous problem with a guy?

*Sorry this is so long but it is interesting so please read* So it all started a couple years ago when we had a class together. He is a hottie and really popular but I didn't have a crush on him or anything. He is really good at acting, in a band, wears cool clothes (aka cares about how he looks), and is very funny. But so we had Creative Writing together and he always hung out and joked around with the upper classmen. Now, about me. I have a lot of friends, I'm a pretty cool girl but I don't really hang out in the same crowd as he does. That year was hard for me. I felt incredibly un-cool. Not b/c I didn't have friends but b/c I felt like crap. I have a medical condition usually I am fine. I can be my normal energetic self but that year my meds made me have severe insomnia so I was late to school a lot. I had dark circles under my eyes and I also felt so tired that I couldn't think as well and I didn't put much effort into my work so a lot of my creative writing stories and stuff were not that great. :-/ So... here is the interesting part. I was SHOCKED when in the middle of the year he started to try to get my attention. Not by talking to me but my staring into my eyes a lot. At first I wasn't sure if he was looking at me really so I kept looking behind me to see who he was looking at. Then I realized it was ME. I started to smile at him and care about what I wore to class. I remember this one time I said a joke to a fried and he was a few seats away and laughed. Both of us were too scared to talk to each other and now he is dating this girl who is amazingly gorg and is now in college while he is in high school. Why did he have to like me?? Now after a frickn' year of not even having it cross my mind I can't stop thinking about him. I was walking on the street with a friend and I passed him with some friends and our eyes met for like I don't know how long. AHHHH!!! Help me.

Public Comments

1. oh
2. aww just try to focus somewhere else and i promise he'll come around again. and if he does plz talk to him :)
3. Forget about him!!!!!!!! If he wanted to go out with you he wouldn't have gone out with someone else! Come on girl! Find someone thats worthy for you XxXxXxXxXxXxX!!